I have been away from Kitchens for Living for a couple days as I am dealing with the unexpected death of the father of my two beautiful children and the man I was married to for 17 years.  Believe me he loved a good kitchen and I was able to create one for him when we were married.  He also loved the ocean and walking on Lake Worth Beach. We divorced 7 years ago.  I moved on with my life but we were always friends and I never lost the love in my heart for him.  I think today I can accept he is in a better place.  I will be back soon.